Freedom???

Tonight is the first night since Little E came home from the hospital that we will be baby free.  Gulp.  I am cureently home alone since Shazam is dropping Little E off at Mimi and Bubba's house for the night.  We are going to a party tonight and needed a baby sitter.  Since we will be headed up to NH tomorrow for a our nephew's birthday party we decided this would be a great time to let E have some time with her grandparents and for Shazam and I to have some alone time.  It just is strange.  I miss her already.  I am worried she will wake up and need me.   I worry I will wake up and need her.  I am sure there will be some tears tonight lets hope they are just mine.